I feel like a relapse in inevitable...

I've been clean for probably 2 months. But for the past idk, 3ish weeks my urges have just been getting more and more intense. To the point its getting hard AF to fight off. To the point i now have a gut feeling imma relapse again. What sucks is i was clean for like 3 years maybe 9 months ago. But I've relapsed within those 9 months 5-6 times. Which to me personally isn't bad, cause when i was heavy into my SH it was every day or every other day. But still, its gonna get to that point again eventually if i don't beat this. Does anyone have advice on how to fight off a relapse when you have that feeling its inescapable? I just ugh, my SH is bad bro. I need stiches like 80% of the time, but i don't even have insurance to where i just moved. Idk, i think its gonna happen tbh. Just a matter of time at this point. But im scared..