I Stopped Self-harming But Want to Start Again

I don't want to, but it's sure as hell getting to be the case.

😣 Ever since my nan died, I can feel myself falling.

Every single second. I just can't breath anymore. My chest is constantly compressing. I always feel so sick. Every night is a new nightmare. Every morning is a new death wish.

I keep looking for someone to hold me up, but everyone around me is too busy dealing with their own shit.