Please hang in there. Two weeks can seem like an eternity, but you'll get through.
The best advice I can offer you in the interim: don't worry about being "good enough" for your family, boyfriend, or friends. Worry about just being the best version of you that you can be in that particular moment.
If you need somebody to talk to, please feel free to drop me a message; I'd be happy to talk. My daughter - not too much younger than you, really, has dealt with these sorts of demons in her past. So I have some experience from that perspective.
Be well, @
wolfess. 🤗