I Used to Self Harm

I started at 10. I cut consistently until I was at least 22. I stopped for a while. But I've missed it. I'm almost 27. I started again. Just small, shallow cuts now. I guess it just makes me feel really stupid now. But not enough to make me want to stop. It's like a drug for me. And I know I'm too old to still be doing this. To still be struggling with this at all. But I am. And nothing satisfies like seeing myself bleed. I don't know. I probably deserve it anyway.

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SW-User

I saw this chick who always wore long sleeves and the day she wore short sleeves, she had these slash marks on her forearm that I had to keep myself from seeming disturbing >_>

Please don't do that to yourself. Pain and blood can be seen as a deterrent for damage