I Have Self Harm Scars
I actually wanted to share this very personal message to everyone with self-harm scars... This isn't anything to prevent you to get more or anything like that, but it's a haunting memory that turned into a piece of memory. I wanted to speak our about something recently... I've been alone for a couple of days, thinking about how I should address my life and what not, and it came to my attention of my scars on my wrist and arms. I spent the past couple of days thinking about them. I have, if I counted correctly, 173 scars on me. Arms, waist, legs, wrist, stomach, thighs, shoulder... I've decided to stop my whole Antichrist of EP idea for a while and remain as a Satanist. This whole scar thinking whatnot really brought myself to think, "Why did I do it?" Honestly, to speak out with others, we self harm over depression, sadness, memories, scarred moments, or panic attacks. I want everybody to know you're not alone. You're all amazing and beautiful and I hope you guys- everybody- know that you are achievers. Believers. The face of the new world. As a friend, ImAMechanicalAnimal, said, "Every storm has a rainbow in the end." Live by them.