U going to b OK. Don't worry too much abt it. I had a cancerous brain tumor and they fixed with surgery and Radiation therapy. I was kinda scared but more scared abt the surgery. They drilled a hole in my head and cut my skull open and removed most of it then treated the remainder with Radiation. I didn't feel anything until after. I'm still recovering from it. We can talk abt it if u want to Chris. 🙂