I Need Someone to Talk to

I think it’s been a little since I’ve felt so helpless. I feel lonely and distant from everyone and I hate that I have a tendency to push anyone a way who tries to get closer. I’m selfish, and insecure and that’s all I’m able to focus on these days— anything that makes me an unqualified and undeserving friend. While I am trying to better myself, words like that (that I can’t seem to ignore) make days like this even more difficult to get through.