Hey you're probably depressed. Nothing wrong with that as I was too. Seek a doctor, being depressed is basically your body going into fight mode, which is not useful in this new world where people are controlling everything.

Recovery means having an easier life.

I do the same thing all the time. No worries.

You are a good person because you are pushing yourself forward.....there are plenty of people willing to listen if you need to talk, and plenty will argue against negativity

You'll get through it. People that understand what you're going through won't take it personal. I hope you beat those stupid thoughts. Good luck.

Forgive yourself...and it will help others too.

Talk to or chat with?

me to, let's talk