I Need Someone to Talk to

I'm sad and I'm bitter and nobody seems to understand why. I feel like nobody listens. They hear you, but don't listen. Especially if you have nothing to offer them.

I can't help but wonder if this is it.. I see people in love and genuinely happy and I'm starting to think maybe that's just not how I'm wired. Maybe I'm meant to be the way I am and this is it, this is as good as it'll get. That everything from here on out is just a smaller version of everything I've already had and felt..... Honestly, I don't think I'm so difficult, I just wish I didn't feel like I needed those certain people who could clearly care less about me. I, just want to matter, be noticed and most importantly, I just want to be appreciated. That's all..

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Sdm2987

Damn it's so hard to tell someone that they do matter cause anything you say their just gonna always deny it so I'm just gonna say this....no matter what you're always cared for by someone, always, you might not realize it but you're about 26 yrs old right? You're gonna tell me NOT one person can say that you matter? No way, cheer up sweety, you're a someone :).

Sdm2987

I meant to say 26 yes living and not one person can say you matter to them? No way******************

Justagirl23 · 36-40, F

Thank you, this actually made me feel better. You're right, it's just seems the people you want to care, don't. Then again, I know you shouldn't want people in your life that don't care to be in yours. Just easier said than done. Thank you for the wise words!

Sdm2987

Anytime you're very welcome :). There's always gonna be people like that in the world and sometimes whatever it is that attracts us to them is better to just keep in memory and also keep our distance, for our own sanity and what not. When you're ready and fully secured with every aspect about them and totally over it then you can slowly be in each other's life again as friends but always remembering what you went through mentally trying to win them over and the pain you went through not being able to have them. Just forgive for your own well being and improve, they'll feel it and admire it but just know who is who this time around, with no malice. It's always easier said than done but you can do it, being through some sort of pain means you been through an experience already so right there you already know better. Again you're welcome and thank you for your kind words, take care and cheer up, you're always cared for and you will find more people that'll appreciate you more, just smile and improve for YOU not any one else.

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