I Need Someone to Talk to

I just said goodbye to my soldier. I can barely breathe, I don't have an appetite, and every time I close my eyes, I see him sitting here smiling at me, rubbing my back while I lay across him.

I wake up and notice he's no longer here and this is the end. I'm terrified and begin to panic because this is reality; it's really happening; it happened. I can't stop crying, my body is sore, weak, and I'm growing nauseous.
He's being permanently relocated almost 3,000 miles away, then deployed. I can't hold myself up and I'm falling to pieces.

When he told me the news, I was in shock. Seeing his eyes water and his facial ex<x>pression resemble sorrow just broke me. I listen to this song and revisit our most pleasant moments...even those that never had a chance to occur.

Keep telling myself that when I look back at this in the next year or so, it won't hurt as bad. I'll finally smile and know that everything happens for a reason.

I'll never let you go. I'll always support you, wherever you are. This isn't goodbye...it's see you soon remember.

We'll never see each other again.

anton88

As a former soldier I would like to thank you for supporting your soldier in their assignment and not causing them more stress. I would also like to give you some advice to help both them and you, show them strength while they are away so they have little worry over you so they can keep their head about then over there and come back to you with little change about them

thepixiestixs · 26-30, F

I'll always support him, even if we're no longer together. He deserves the support regardless. Thank you so much. My wishes to all women and men suffering from deployment. Thank you for your service as well. Highly respected.