I Need Someone to Talk to

I just said goodbye to my soldier. I can barely breathe, I don't have an appetite, and every time I close my eyes, I see him sitting here smiling at me, rubbing my back while I lay across him.

I wake up and notice he's no longer here and this is the end. I'm terrified and begin to panic because this is reality; it's really happening; it happened. I can't stop crying, my body is sore, weak, and I'm growing nauseous.
He's being permanently relocated almost 3,000 miles away, then deployed. I can't hold myself up and I'm falling to pieces.

When he told me the news, I was in shock. Seeing his eyes water and his facial ex<x>pression resemble sorrow just broke me. I listen to this song and revisit our most pleasant moments...even those that never had a chance to occur.

Keep telling myself that when I look back at this in the next year or so, it won't hurt as bad. I'll finally smile and know that everything happens for a reason.

I'll never let you go. I'll always support you, wherever you are. This isn't goodbye...it's see you soon remember.

We'll never see each other again.