I Don't Want To Be A Disappointment
I hate the feeling that I've disappointed people who counted on me. All I did was go home sick. That's just something that happens to people from time to time. I normally tough it out.
Everyone gets sick. It doesn't mean I lose my job (that's a fear always in the back of my head even though I do a great job). They tend to be understanding about that where I work. And I rarely have had to so much as call out.
I had to. There's no way I could have made it through the day. I still feel pretty bad about it. One of the oh-god-I-hate-myself moments. It's dramatic. I don't want to feel that.
Everyone gets sick. It doesn't mean I lose my job (that's a fear always in the back of my head even though I do a great job). They tend to be understanding about that where I work. And I rarely have had to so much as call out.
I had to. There's no way I could have made it through the day. I still feel pretty bad about it. One of the oh-god-I-hate-myself moments. It's dramatic. I don't want to feel that.
