Best of luck

Hi, I think you'll feel comfortable here.

Welcome! Hope this helps you.

I made an alt when i thought i wanted more peace on here and it's funny.. i almost never log on to it. lol.

Being honest with ourselves is the hardest.. then with others and i hope that in getting closer to the "real" you find more clarity, peace and happiness. Sometimes it takes breaking ourselves into facets and looking at the pieces individually to REALLY appreciate and get a grasp on what and who the whole was, is and wants to be going forth. Good luck!🙌🏾 We're all just kaleidoscopes with feelings honestly.

This is incredibly brave and honest of you to share. It sounds like you’ve spent a long time putting other people’s needs first and hiding parts of yourself to fit in, so choosing to be truthful with yourself is a really meaningful step. You don’t have to have everything figured out, and you don’t have to face it all at once. I hope this account becomes a safe space for you to explore what you’re feeling, at your own pace. Please be gentle with yourself while you do it, you deserve the same compassion and understanding that you give to everyone else. 😊

I hope it works out for you.

Beautiful "rot" might work out really well. I hope it's a self fulfilling prophecy. It reminds me of a cool looking set of fungi you walk upon in a forest.

I made an alt too when I was on EP. I was like 19 and for the same reason - to be able to say and do anything without the fear of being judged by my friends on there at the time and just other people too. That account ended up being more popular than my main acc. Lesson of the story - be yourself. That's why I didn't feel the need to make on here when sw started

We all haveva light and dark side and eventually both come out no matter what your other alt is

I hope that works really well for you. Expressing all parts of yourself is healthy. By taking action you should avoid the rot setting in. 😊