Who are you really?

I have this thing where i completely reinvent myself after a traumatic event. It's like armour; like a new haircut but for my personality.

Bit of an asshole, angry, spoilt, entitled. & my habits change. i literally do & like & say things opposite to who i really am, & i believe wholeheartedly that i am that person at the time, i am the armour.

Then a little chink of light will appear somewhere & I'll soften bit by bit, & eventually go back to inhabiting my actual personality.

Its the oddest thing, but it is what it is 😂