I relapsed

I relapsed on 1 bag. I feel so low. I'm trying to prevent myself from letting this be a full blown relapse. Idk maybe ppl were right when they advised me that I should detox in a more controlled setting. I'm in tears right now. I feel so guilty. I tried so hard. Honestly I did...

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ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

It's rare anyone gets it right on their first try.. even their second, or third, or fourth.
As long as you don't let that become an excuse for you or something to demotivate you then keeping that in mind really helps push you further

alainc2490 · 31-35, M

@ChiefWalksWith40oz I'm not and thank you for being there for me. It feels nice to have a friend that believes in me even though from afar. I want to make a comeback not just in my partner, friends and families eyes but also in life, body and spirit. I want to be free and emancipated from anything that hurts me and keeps me from living up to my true potential.

ChiefWalksWith40oz · 26-30

@alainc2490 SW is a good place for that. You find random ass people with completely different backgrounds but we all kinda share a lot of experiences. I'm here though man 🤙
It's understandable to want better though. You kinda get to a point where you realize how differently you could've spent your time if you weren't wasting it on one thing. You seem pretty self aware

alainc2490 · 31-35, M

@ChiefWalksWith40oz yeah age and experience makes you less ignorant and more open to help and change. That's y when you posted that link of those ppl on YouTube. I told myself that I would be humble and ask for help if worst came to worst to avoid ending up in a deeper rabbit hole. Pride doesn't mean anything when you are dead. So I'd rather seek help and be alive and thriving. Instead of just existing.