something about me

i don't think that i'm severely depressed or unhappy, in fact i'm one of the most joyous people you'll ever meet. i'm always happy but at the same time i get really stressed. some people might say i'm impatient but little did they know i'm very patient, at school at least. i hide most of my emotions at school and tend to keep my stress to myself, cause sometimes when i vent, they mostly make it about themselves after that so it's no point. to add to that, some people around me don't really take it serious when i told them i was scared of this one guy who harassed me back in 2019. he moved away a few months after it happened but then he moved back here last year, which was hell. i keep on seeing him everywhere despite my class being 2 blocks away from his class. once he even purposely bumped into me while he was passing by, as if he knew i was afraid of him. i tried my best to ignore him and go on my day but i don't really feel safe with him around. last year another girl became his victim but the discipline unit really isn't doing anything. and my witness from back in 2019 moved away to another state.


so, to sum it up, i'm really screwed. but this year is my last school year and i hope that it goes by without a hitch. i'm tired.