I hate school and i hate being alone.

Being alone is never fun. Im just a teenager.....in my opinion, i dont deserve this. It's so hard to go to school and had nothing to be excited of...no friends..it's hard when teacher told u to find a partner for projects. Why do i have to suffer? Why the person who made me suffer looked so happy???? I deserve a happiness too. God this is driving me crazy to the point i wanted to end it all.