more than 10 years later

If every thing goes right I will meet a woman that I have not seen in more than ten years. I feel a lot of strange emotions about are reunion, when we were younger I thought we really had something special. She was not the first woman that I have ever kissed but she was the first one that I had real feelings with and I remember feeling something that I have never felt before in my life it was amazing and then one day she went missing... I called her mom and she was worried too I didn't know her that well at that time but through feelings it felt as if I had known her for a life time. We finally found her and she was with another man I remember she asked me if I needed her and I didnt really have a response to that I told her that she can live her life however she wanted.

The guy she was with was abusive and it ended up turning into a strange love triangle. A lot of strange things happened things that are to personal for me to mention on here but our fates have become woven together and we are destined to meet again and I dont know how I feel about it and I dont think she does either but their is a strong chance we could get back together and I ask myself do I give her another chance?

When she did all that terrible stuff to me she was young in her early 20's. She has apologized for it and I do forgive her. I love her so much but the truth is she hurt me so much. She hurt me a lot? Do we kiss again or should I walk away?