I like myself, but I'm well aware that I'm not first choice.

Yeah I felt that one, Thought I found my soulmate, and getting that close to someone, only for them to be the same as everyone else in the end, i've always hated people and found the idea of relationships a little stupid, but i feel even stupider for believing that i could ever find something like that, let alone keep it. The worst part is learning to be on my own again, the days feel slower and a lot more empty, but i'd rather deal with this the rest of my life than even think about risking the amount of heartbreak again.