Cant sleep.....

I was up till 3am.....back up a 6. And i cant sleep because i need sex.....ugh. chat lines dont ever do anything good for me but what else can i do??? I feel helpless...like this is the inevitale. If he would just be awake right now i wouldnt be forced to go on the chat line.....i dont want to have sex with anybody cause theres a good 8 out of 10 chance that I won t be satisfied anyways.....smh. but maybe if its something really slutty it will hold me over untill he wakes up......i just want to go to sleep... and why do i feel like crying. I think im emotional about something.....i could probably go outside right now and fuck...we'll see....