Let's talk the stuff SW loves. So I'm attracted to my gay coworker 😆

@ABCDEF7 no, that's not what I am doing here. I just like to save myself up for MY man, and not just give everything away, like free food. That's not me.

@ABCDEF7 and that's very rude.

@nobodyishome I am sorry, if it felt rude to you.

Can you pl. explain a bit.

@nobodyishome I was not replying to you, or you in any context, so I am bit confused with your reply.

@ABCDEF7 I am just sayin, I am not free food in a bazaar. My sexuality is not for everyone. And I'm not comfortable discussing sexual things with random people on the internet. And it's a turn-off for me when random boys hit me up with sexual inclinations. That's not wrong. Not at all. But not the kind of men I am into. How difficult is that to understand?

@ABCDEF7 cool, i'll put it on my page, so that right people will know.

@nobodyishome
I am not discussing with you. Why you dropped in with your comments? What problem you have with me? I am highly confused..

@ABCDEF7 sorry! I did not mean to interfere in your posts. That's the job of my financial advisor, and he does it very well. Sorry!

@nobodyishome Are you ok?

@ABCDEF7 yea, I'm oki. Sorry!

@nobodyishome It's ok. What happened?

@nobodyishome I think, you mistook the reply and the post with some other. And you were replying to other post and other person in your mind?

@ABCDEF7 it's cool, i'm oki :) thanks for looking out.

@nobodyishome Looking at your posts, I got to understand that these replies relate to somewhere else. But can't understand how you got in to this post.

@ABCDEF7 I'm sorry, I should be more aware of what I post where. I didn't mean to offend your mindset.

@nobodyishome It's ok. Mistakes do happen. We are humans.

Take care..

@nobodyishome Have a nice day :)

@ABCDEF7 :)

@ABCDEF7 maybe you're onto something with your comment here. I think this is very interesting.

@being That can be a reason. What do you think it is for you?

@ABCDEF7 I am finding a deep mistrust in others, equally male or female. Perhaps because I don't categorize him as neither, I'm more open and I'm allowing myself to integrate some parts when with him that usually I don't bring along with others.
I'm feeling more safe, that's it and therefore more whole.
But is a kind of safety that's freeing too, as I can feel the same amount of safety with others but then accompanied with restrictions.
The fact that he's that young only helps as well as I'm not met with the expectations of adults, you know? So I can breathe.

@ABCDEF7 but there's something more, I'll write about it in a sec.

@ABCDEF7 there's a natural openness energetically around him that's allowing my Psych to get closer. Most people have built walls but he hasn't. Or it's between us, the combination.
And this is what I perceive as attraction, the ability to go close. I don't go that close to people energetic wise. Usually I'm not blending much with them and keep a firm ground.
But near him I feel that I don't need to do that, to keep my ground. I can be light.

Hmmmm not totally though. He carries the darkness of the tortured youth. I carried that too for years. So there's this shadow there too. He projects on me and therefore subtracts from my depths, old wounds and darkness. I'm okay with it as I've been through these inward places plenty of times, but I'm not sure what would be such an effect in a theoretical long run. What would this projection accumulate within me.

:)these
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@being Interesting, I think it has something for me to learn and understand. Looking forward to your insights in to yourself.

@being Is he that much open to everyone, or it's only you felt him like that, or maybe he just opened to you only.