Idk just things on my mind
I've been staring at this blank screen for about 10 minutes now, between watching tv and thinking about her. She's had such an impressive impact on me. We get on so well and align on so many things. I don't feel nearly half as depressed as I used to now, and my insecurities are... not insecure with her. She actually likes and is impressed by what I thought was insufficient. She makes me feel complete. It's still early, but I could see myself married to her happily at some point in the indeterminate future. It probably seems stupid when we've only been together since June, and I'm going to wait until things develop to see how things progress. Just enjoying my time with her and hoping for the best. From what she's said she seems to be in a relatively similar place about me, so I'm cautiously optimistic.