Trying out a new church today...

Oh how awesome God has been to me, even theses last 2 weeks of pain, after pain, agony, depression..even now he is with me.
I was invited to a new church in town today, its not quite bad in the name.."LIVING HOPE".
I am super curious to try it at ten am central time.
The pastors wife , sister Rebbecca was out at walmart as i was getting my prescribe meds, and she was drawn towards me, she told me she was from that church and was wanting to know if i had any interests in attending..i have been slack in church atte dance for about 6 weeks due to my illness..why do we do that?
Why do we trust a God in good times, yet walk away in bad times?
I foubd her answering my questions about it, and i accepted her offer, shes even got a meal to invite me to afterwards...i feel like God is still using me, even after i felt so far from his glory, so down and so alone..i knew in my heart God was listening, but in my head i wasnt quite so sure..but now as i am getting dressed and ready, i feel something deeply inside of me confirming this is where i need to go today, this is where im supposed to go this morning. Im sure ill get what i been looking for, cuz only God can make my life better, even if ive felt lately at my worst!
Sometimes we got trust innour hearts but doubts in our heads, lets get working on that, shall we? Havecan awesome day peeps! ☺