Orthodox Christianity is very formal and ritualistic, without the baggage of Catholicism. If you feel a pull toward that, go for it.

I reccoment reading the Gospels .. Matthew Mark Luke and John.. Many religions lead people away from God and towards traditions of men.. Best to go to the source and read it yourself..

I'd say the time is a worthwhile investment. I can't promise what you'll get out of it, but looking at where you're coming from, it looks like it's worth the time

I prefer reality over fantasy. Prayer is akin to spell casting.