Becoming myself has been difficult to say the least.

I always questioned my beliefs instilled by my parents. Really indoctrinated. I didn't believe "God" did everything alone. But I saw the power of storms, the beauty of nature, the nature of wars, the fierceness of protectors, the chaos of life sometimes..... And figured multiple gods made sense. I also never understood monogamy. How does one only feel love or attraction to one person? I myself can freely love multiple people without feeling the need to claim ownership of my partners body and mind. Same with only being with the opposite gender. I'm capable of loving you regardless of what body parts you possess.... So why on earth would anything else be wrong?