I think.. i got what i prayed for.

Not directly.. but rather a set of realizations. Information that i needed that changed my state of mind. A different understanding of the full situation. Im no longer in fear. I now know she is safe. But her situation was never really in my control. I now see the situation for what it truly is.

I know i will see her again. Not long from now. But my understanding of who she is... is different. 19 years we have know eachother. Yet now, i see her differently.

Everythings.. just going to be ok..

Thank you everyone. This actually changed everything.