PSA: There's no such thing as an "Agnostic". You are either a Theist or an Atheist. You either believe that a god exists or you don't. It's binary.

The binary experience of consciousness is just an experience, it's not the totality of awareness and it's only within the dimension of duality that these dualistic concepts matter and their very nature of being dualistic exposes their true nature as one in the same. There is no light without darkness, no north without south, no life without death etc and each opposite implicitly creates the other as ultimately both are one and the same like heads and tail on a coin.