Although I feel rejected and numb, I feel at peace with me.

@Bill123 If having your family telling you to stay away from them and showing it to other members to bully and demean I don't know what that is. I don't ever want to see them again. I'm so out of it I don't want to validate anything. I got more imp things to think about....just my godmother deserves respect.

@Rilyn we must leave behind the things that are toxic even in family

@Rilyn I believe you do deserve all the best life could give you. A kindhearted gorgeous woman as you are doesn't deserve the weakness in this large globe, there's love for everyone and at the right time with the right person. Hold on to you might and your right one will approach your destiny

@Bill123 Thank you for.your words and encouragement. 🌹 I hope you find the best in the world yourself.

@Dshhh Yes. That's why I blocked her out of my life. Toxic.