Just When I Thought That I Ran Out of Words

by: Rob Paquin

And there I was just living
Just trying to survive
Trying to have a bit of fun
And hide the tear drops in my eye

And there you were just living
Thinking that I wasn’t the one
Making your way through every day
But giving up on fun

And yeah we all have our shit
We all struggle through our days
But in the end we can’t pretend
That everything’s okay

But when life rains down on us
We could choose to dance
We could shelve the worries until tomorrow
And just take another chance.

Because nothing is forever
The sad and happy will have its say
So don’t dwell on the things gone wrong
And just dance the sad away.

Peace
The Snowdog

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candycane · 36-40, F

words

It’s dark inside my heart and i feel the hard wind pulling at me. I’m dragged at places, i didn’t know they exist. I want to scream of fear, but there are no more words

Attempts to escape this swirlwind, are already doomed to fail. With desperation in my eyes, I look up. All I see there is dark and frightening. I want to open my mouth to talk, but there are no more words

Hard and relentlessly the wind bashed on me, i feel how i sucked by a huge funnel. I would like to call for help, but there are no more words

The pain is no longer feeling and I'm lost all control of the reality. From a distance I see there my body float. I would say that it’s ok, but there are no more words

Could this be the end now? Never more that mocking chilly eyes, hard hands, hateful words and negative cans? I would like to ask questions, but there are no more words

Or is this just the beginning? I wonder when I will find the words to expose the blackest hole in my heart, to mankind. Will i be vomited out as a disposable product? Where this society seems to be finally created? I would like to tell, but there are no more words

And if I find the words, would there be someone willing to take the time to listen?

candy cane

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candycane · 36-40, F

@HikingMan The meeting

Come to me on this stormy night as the dark winds flow

Hold me as the thunder booms in my mind
And don't ever let go

Whisper in my ear as the lightning flashes
Tell me you love me so

And as the dam breaks and I fall apart
Kiss me kiss please don't say no

As I surrender to you like a crashing wave
Pick me up and home we go

candycane

HikingMan · 51-55, M

@candycane
I’m not any ship inside a storm
But I am cool and I am warm
And if I took you in my arms
And laid upon you all my charms

You’d sigh and you’d melt.
You’d feel feelings you’ve never felt
But mine is just a cursed love
And I keep to myself just because

But that doesn’t mean that you’re not worthy
It doesn’t mean it’s all topsy turvey
It means that life is still flowing
And that I’m glad to see you glowing

Life
We all live it
Love
We all give it
Survival of the fittest
Living on the hit list
I’m not a grift
Not a gift
Not looking for a lift

Up, all night like a balloon
Living life like we’re all cartoons
I peaked too soon.

Pfft !

Careful how you play with me, Candicecane.
My mind, heart, and soul all fight reality like everything I see feel and think is trying to trick me.

candycane · 36-40, F

@HikingMan

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