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Jusmarried I’m married but have a secret lover, I would do everything my lover wants but don’t do it with my husband. It’s such more a trill to do it with my lover, idk why
One thing is obvious by your own admission and that is you are an untrustworthy liar. When you got married you took an oath to be faithful and to forsake all others till death do you part. Since you never had any intention of keeping your oath why did you say it in the first place?
If your husband has been faithful to you, he should dump you within a minute of hearing about your adultery and never speak to you again.