It's weird how a secure relationship changes you

I didn't want to have kids after losing my own baby just because it caused a lot of trauma especially because it was like a stillbirth.
Yet after being with my person I feel secure enough that I'm no longer scared anymore.
I'm just taking comfort in the idea that it I will have a baby eventually and it happen in its own time and I have a partner who is always there for me and supportive. Stable.😊