Just when we I let my guard down...

It's always the same... Just when I feel comfortable, when I feel I can truly express myself I get put into my place. He always knows how to say those one liners that pinch my heart and make eyes well up. It's always around the holiday time, when I'm feeling optimistic or enthusiastic he makes sure to shut that shit down and I fall for it every year. I just needed to let that out pay me no mind.