Do I though?

why is it so embarrassing to admit you might like someone? or want a relationship so badly one minute and then regret it in the next? like just thinking about the commitment is so scary i like knowing there’s an end point bc the idea that i would have to keep up with it forever is so daunting. but at the same time i wanna experience that devotion and love but at the same time i don’t?? what’s up with that emotions are so confusing

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xRedx · M

Very conflicting to say the least. In any case, it's always good to stop and analyze what exactly you might get yourself into

newdawnnewday · 22-25, F

@xRedx yeah it’s a a jumble of thoughts and emotions up here and just trying to make sense of it. sometimes i just wanna stop thinking tho

xRedx · M

@newdawnnewday I get you. You have many thoughts at the same time, it's overwhelming. I try distracting myself when that happens, it can be consuming

newdawnnewday · 22-25, F

@xRedx definitely! listening to music helps a lot and watching some shows to distract myself never hurts :))

xRedx · M

@newdawnnewday music is definitely one of my favs. Also going on walks

newdawnnewday · 22-25, F

@xRedx aw i wish i could go on walks more often. college and homework has left me trapped in my room at all hours of the day

xRedx · M

@newdawnnewday same, so much to do somedays. But getting fresh air is needed at times