I Wasted My Time On Someone

Aug1 2019
I want to move on. I can’t get him out of my head but I know it all comes with time. I think it’ll be harder the more days that pass but I also know once it’s unbearable that will be the moment it ends and I’ll be alright . I know I loved him harder than anyone , but he doesn’t know that . To him it’s all the same . I’ll get through this .
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I missed him more than usual today. I thought about what we were supposed to be and it made me feel smothered . This town is drowning me from the soul inside out. I need to get out of here as soon as possible. Quicker than I thought .