I Wasted My Time On Someone

@caccoon 6 more days and hes driving us to my home state.

@begonebelief And then you can get away from him?

as much as one can when you share a child.

@begonebelief I'm so sorry. :(

its ok. hes a real stand up guy! has been financially supporting me even after we broke up. compliments me every day! always tried to make ma happy. hes always encouraged me. he helped me beieve in myself. really a great guy! ...oh bt wait. hes the same guy that accused me of cheating on him with 7 other men. the same guy that pinned me to a wall and choked me until i thought i was going to die. showed his dick to another woman over skype and had the audacity to say "its not like we were really together"...but i was the cheating whore? he lies without hesitation and its only when hes decided to tell the truth that the truth comes out. but oh yeah, real nice guy.

@begonebelief Yeah, he sounds like a piece of shit. :( It sounds like he uses what good he's done for you OVER you, but I think you realize that. I really hope you can have a happy life away from him (as much as possible) and build a happy relationship with yourself. And if you want to, with someone else one day. 💙

It hurts me that you're in this position. I know I'm not specifically in your position, but I have experienced something similar and it's really soul destroying and honestly? Pretty terrifying sometimes.

I'm really wishing the best for you. 💙💙💙

thank you so much. if i didnt have my friends or people like you, id have thought it was all in my head. hes not the text book narcissist. he genuinely acts like he cares. he doesnt lord it over my head what hes done for me, except maybe a couple times. he just refuses to listen to anyone but himself and right as im tearing away from him is when he gets wistful and buys me roses. but its so confusing.

@begonebelief It is confusing. I think it's good you can see that he's not all bad, and I'm sure he loves you and doesn't want to lose you... But sometimes people can love one another and it's still not healthy. So I'm wishing the best for you!! 💙

Thank you ❤

@begonebelief if you have not cheated on him like he accused you. Leave him.

I didnt cheat. Honestly there have been times i wished i had. Gave him everything only to be treated like some whore. Im leaving. 4 days hes driving us to my family.

@begonebelief Its better to leave and start over if you capable than cheating.

It wouldn't be cheating at this point.