I Wasted My Time On Someone

Three years... People say it wasn't a waste because of the good times we shared.... To me it feels like it... I fought so hard to keep us together...What I failed to realize was he never fought for me... It was always me for him... It was my fault for failing to see that I loved him and at best he cared for me.. I keep asking why I tried to hang on as long as I did? Why I didn't just give up on him and save my heart the trouble? In the end I ended up driving him away...My anxiety got the best of me.. Anyone who has dealt with anxiety can understand what I mean by it driving him away... There is a good chance even if you haven't had it you dealt with it you know someone who has that you had to constantly reassure.... It makes you question everything... You need to much reassurance... I did and it cost me in the long run... I can't blame him... Wish I could but in the end it was my fault..