I Wasted My Time On Someone

Love really blinds you. I can't believe I wasted a year of my life on an abusive, childish mommy's boy. And he wasn't even handsome.... so there wasn't even a tiny little pro, all cons.

He really didn't do any good for me. He alienated me from my friends and social life, I stopped focusing on school and that caused a huge decline in my grades. My drug use got even worse from him, because he constantly pressured me into actually taking care of him! He did nothing for me, literally all he did was cry and spend time with his family. They usually ganged up on me. Of course, not to mention the emotional and verbal abuse I Was constantly receiving.

And yet, I loved him like hell. Looking back, I really cringe so hard 😂

EDIT: I didnt really specify about the abuse because I'd rather not disclose that.