I Want to Be Loved

I was married for 11 years. My ex husband and a serious partner I had before I was married both cheated on me and were heavy drinkers. I've learned a lot and know I won't allow myself to be treated badly again.

The problem I face now is that I've fallen in love with someone good, but I doubt my judgment since I've fallen for lies in the past. I don't want to believe fears my mind tells me because of the past - this isn't fair to my boyfriend now. I guess I'm still really scared that I will be deceived.