How do you want to be loved?

I want to be loved wholly, fully, with no remorse and no regrets. I want a love that makes me love myself. I want a selfless love. I want love that's gentle, that's peaceful. I want to be loved so hard that I can barely breathe. I want a love that leaves no space for doubts or fears or insecurities. Love that destroys all of my dark thoughts, that destroys all of my trauma around love.

I want a love to fill this emptiness, love that makes life worth living. I want love that makes the history books. Hozier love. I want a love larger than lust, a truthful love...

I want someone to love me more than I love them. I know that's selfish, but after everything, it's the love I deserve. I want a love that destroys my lover, and rebirths them whole and healthy and full, just like a phoenix. I want a love that makes me forget I was ever unloved, makes me forget I ever hated myself. Love that makes me forget everything and focus on feeling. I want love that's warm, fuzzy, comforting, surrounding, filling, tiring and energising. I want everything there is to give.

I want a love that's everything.

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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

I want to be loved with patience, I want this to be my last relationship ever. There will be no one after him. If God spares me to see my golden years i want to die in his arms, or holding his hand. no one has ever loved me like he does so no one could ever compare. I want to be loved like he loves himself. Because he taught me to love myself. His self love it shows his strength, he's strong enough for the both of us. i feel that i am a part of him. I literally feel like i'm his rib so i will always be by his side. If i told you guys how much we have in common you probably wouldn't even believe me. I feel like i'm a female version of him. That's how much we are alike. We feel like magnets. I want to be loved like God made me especially for him. Because thats how i feel in my heart. Because I've waited for him my whole life. Ive never felt a longing for anyone like i do with him. He is literally my life.