I Hate Being In A Sexless Relationship

Why am I still here? I can't believe I'm still here. I'm seriously considering packing up my car and driving to live in a damn campsite for now. Like being alone would be so much better. I am just prying my brain trying to think of the positives... trying to think of what you bring to the table. What do you offer me in this relationship? Money. Is that it? You pay the bills? What else... I just can't think. He knows how to to fix things I guess... but so does the maintenance guy at my apartment. For free. He knows how to fix cars? However, I always go to the shop anyways. It's so easy to see all the negatives, but even when I search for the positives, they do not show. It's easy, I'm comfortable. Well how long can you comfortably feel this way though? Is that really comfort? Wasting your life away? Doesn't sound like it.