Not Completely

No not completely but were almost there.... Their is a age gap so that doesn't help matters.... There is fifteen years between us.... We been together fourteen years....90% of the time we go without sex... We've had sex maybe five times this year.... He bouught some happy pills to help but he rarely takes them.... Sometimes its really frustrating... Sex use to be so hot between us now it seems like its just another chore for him.... I'm 43 not dead yet.... Before you ask I have tried almost everything short of bringing someone else in for a threesome.... I know he loves me still things have got in a serious rut and stayed there... I still have needs...