I wouldn't have thought so. If you love each other, that's nothing really.

You acted rashly rather than reasonably.
If you understand that just let him know that.

Two lines of a text/email etc. is enough.
Don't feel you need an opus just to make that point.

We'd all like recognition of understanding.

Yes, apologize and explain how you are trying to escape toxicity but sometimes it pops up inside you or something like that.

It’s always worth apologizing, but also an apology without change behavior is not helpful to anyone. It’s important to work on within yourself the stuff you described regardless of this specific relationship. I wouldn’t bombard him with an apology though. Quick text that when it’s a good time for him, you’d like to apologize.

I think like others have said give some space, if he knows how your previous relationships have been, he would hopefully be understanding. After a bit can apologise and say that you are just really missing him and were looking forward to hearing from him each day 🥺

Such a petty thing to cause a fight over

How do you love someone after only a month?

You need a lot of growing up to do. Stay single in the meantime.

Give it a day and then extend an olive branch

Give him space then chill.