i think me and my bfs relationship is coming to an end

me and my boyfriend have been together for a month now and its been going great, i love him so much and this is my first healthy relationship, he doesnt make me overthink like my last relationships, but im afraid i ruined it. Before i get started i need to share some details. He went to australia to visit his family for the holidays. I live in NY, so when he wakes up its at 4:00 pm for me. And he always texts me when he wakes up. Today, he sent me a message at 3:22 and i asked him what he's doing up so early, and he responded with hes been up for an hour, and he already had breakfast and was on fortnite to check the update. (he always tells me when hes gonna eat breakfast and tells me he's gonna come back soon). I got upset because he did all of that without texting me when he woke up. We were fighting ever since. He told me i should be grateful that he texted me first when he woke up, but thats what he should do considering im his gf. He said even when hes busy he still finds time for me. I feel guilty, this is our first real fight. He said he had to go and i said "goodbye". Im worried i ruined it by being selfish. I think i acted like the way i did because toxicity is what im used to. Should i apologize for being toxic? or should i give him space until he wants to talk to me?

Edit: Thank you guys for being supportive and helpful, i apologized and he forgave me and we're still good. i understand i was petty. thank you for the (mostly) nice comments ❤️