Anyone feel a little more lost after your birthday?

@Antiquity: Oh, I don't want a kid for at least another 3-5 years so that's not what I am even worried about more like I can't even find anyone to date or if I do I don't last with them very long..

so marriage is a while off. more like I feel that i should be farther along in my studies but its hard as is and I do NOT want to overload myself but that would be the best way for me to feel like I am a little more on track... does that make any sense?

@silver1sil: That makes complete sense. I'm on the same boat, and I've learned to take it day by day.

There's no use in overloading oneself, because stress is very harmful... and such harm can cause either physical or mental sickness.

I learned that from personal experience... my first year of college. You'll get a hang of it.

No, I know I took 18 cr hrs my first semester. then 15 second semester I got a D in each semester and retook

them because that is not acceptable for me, personally. It was too much the past year I took 12 and then 9. so

I think I am doing okay.

@silver1sil: you are doing good! :) Just keep going forward toward your dream and you'll be alright! It doesn't matter what anyone else is doing. Don't compare! You do you! 🤗

I know it just feel a little aggravating that I feel stressed and these people call and sound like they're on clouds. I will definitely keep that in mind though

@silver1sil: I know what you mean. It's like on FB everybody has these amazing lives and ping places and loving everything they do. And you know them and you know their lives aren't that great.

You're gonna be awesome cuz you already are awesome. :)

@AbbenrainbowwolfAngel: Yeah, I remember when I was thirteen I had so many friends... everything seemed the same until one day it just was nothing like I remembered.. but I did go from helping one person to helping another... never focusing on what I had there and then just trying to be as helpful as I could be