Do you ever get married and then 3 months later...(please be kind)#askingforafriend

When I got married, I had lost my mind to Schizophrenia! My dentist was hitting on me and my fiance was cheating on me! So I still got married but I turned to my dentist who then rejected me because he didn't want to be a homewrecker, I pleaded with him to reconsider even to just be a friend whom I truly loved in the end I had sold my soul to the devil. And my newlywed husband would allow me to lay my head on his lap as he would stroke my hair, he hired nannys to take care of our 1 year old twins and every Sunday morning for years and years he would make me breakfast in bed....I learned to love my husband again, but then he himself gave up and turned to drugs and We struggled for 2 years until God gave us a miracle and saved our marriage, since then God told me to enjoy my husband and I've grown to love him more than ever....Yes our marriage has been through hell and back but we have 4 beautiful kids who are almost all grown up and we do still love each other.