Am I pathetic for not wanting checking on my social media because my friend's life seems like wonderful?

Pregnant, married, family trip, happy family, cute kids, and they're even younger than me. Like 6 years younger!

Omg i feel like crying....

Later on when i got all that in the right time, I'll try so hard not to post in on my main social media. Don't wanna hurt another soul like mine.......