Not sure I was supposed to make it to age 29 but yet here I still am

I feel like I should have been dead a long time ago either by some mental illness, idealistic endeavor, drug overdose, or sacrifice for someone etc.

My whole life for a long time was enjoying being young and I really felt like it was gonna last forever. Didn't really put much thought into older age and yet here I am not being sure what to do with myself.

I'm not really fond of growing older much less getting married or having kids.

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HannahSky · F

Long way to go, hopefully.

dark548 · M

@HannahSky it's so weird, old age is so weird lol

HannahSky · F

@dark548 you're not old 🧓 lol yet

dark548 · M

@HannahSky idk but I'm not getting any younger though

HannahSky · F

@dark548 true, wait til you hit 40 lol

dark548 · M

@HannahSky Oh boy 40 single and with no kids. That's gonna be rough. Might adopt who knows.

HannahSky · F

@dark548 lots of children out there

dark548 · M

@HannahSky big responsibility though

HannahSky · F

@dark548 for sure, not to be entered into lightly.. some people should not have children

dark548 · M

@HannahSky I'd say many people that have had children should have never had them. Not that those children don't belong in this world but those people have no business being parents. Millions of people, heck even billions should not be parents right now sorry not sorry lol

HannahSky · F

@dark548 billions 😂

dark548 · M

@HannahSky ok thats too far lol but mind you there are almost 8 Billion people in this planet 8 Billion that's a whole lot of people

HannahSky · F

@dark548 yep, too many people

dark548 · M

@HannahSky Hence I'll do my little part by not breeding in this overcrowded world

HannahSky · F

@dark548 ok, thanks

dark548 · M

@HannahSky this human suffering and madness ends with me or at least I won't be contributing to another life potentially suffering through life.

No not potentially, guaranteed suffering. I won't be a part of that.