Not sure I was supposed to make it to age 29 but yet here I still am

I feel like I should have been dead a long time ago either by some mental illness, idealistic endeavor, drug overdose, or sacrifice for someone etc.

My whole life for a long time was enjoying being young and I really felt like it was gonna last forever. Didn't really put much thought into older age and yet here I am not being sure what to do with myself.

I'm not really fond of growing older much less getting married or having kids.

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SW-User

Shocked I made it to 27 and I can relate to a lot of that.

dark548 · M

@SW-User right growing old is so weird, forever young was my thing but that is not how it goes unfortunately.

SW-User

@dark548 it creeps up on you. I'm not sure what point I started taking more notice of my age

dark548 · M

@SW-User yeah it does and worst part is old age lasts longer then our younger years.

I did enjoy my young years somewhat though so, I don't feel that bad.

Definitely don't plan to get married or have kids.

I just really need to find a good paying job and have my own thing going so I get into some hobbies.