I Am Married

I've been married for about a year, but I'm still struggling with knowing how to be. I've been very reclusive because I don't know.

Before I got married I was a very sexually open person, but that doesn't meld well into being a happily married woman. Moving to be with my husband, I'm in a new city in a new state. I have a blank slate and can really change the person perceive me as, but I don't know who I want that to be and I don't know essentially who I should be.

I'm a little lost and confused. I'm very happy with my husband, but currently I don't have any friends where I live and occasionally it's lonely. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.