I Am Married But Lonely

I know it can't be true, but I feel like everyone dislikes me and I'm the ugliest woman in the world. It's a miserable,lonely existence.

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Markarth95 · 26-30

Im engaged and feel that way. I have zero self esteem

Slink · 26-30, F

It's a terrible thing. I'm sorry you have to go through it. How long have you been engaged?

Markarth95 · 26-30

@Slink basically 8 months now. Saving up for the wedding. But even when she tells me im attractive... I don't believe it

Markarth95 · 26-30

@Slink and sometimes i even feel self destructive about it

Slink · 26-30, F

@Markarth95
I know that feeling. And it's not something a person can just change their mind about over night either.

Markarth95 · 26-30

@Slink exactly! My other partners (nonmonogamous) try to help too but i just don't feel it

Slink · 26-30, F

@Markarth95
It's not something anyone can convince a person of.

Markarth95 · 26-30

@Slink how do you cope?

Slink · 26-30, F

@Markarth95
I can't say I've mastered it myself yet. I still struggle.

Markarth95 · 26-30

@Slink wanna continue this in DM? I don't feel 100% comfortable saying everything i wanna say on the subject here